Friday, November 18, 2011

Not much progress

So I have been slacking on keeping record of my food intake the past few days.  But it really does not matter since I do not even workout aside from walking (around the mall haha), chasing around my 1 year old, and constantly carrying her in my arms.  I started to feel bad about it but then my husband said he has not been losing weight either so I feel a little better now.  Plus, with Thanksgiving less than a week away, I know for sure I will not succeed at my 10 lb weight lost.  I do not really mind though.  I will just gradually work on this instead of trying to rush it.

Sunday, November 13, 2011

Family Rant/Vent Session

Back in SD, whenever my daughter is sleepy, my husband and I would just put her in her crib and leave her there so she could teach herself how to go to sleep on her own.  Now that we're in HI, my parents don't approve/agreed of the way we put Alyssa to sleep.  But yet they can't seem to handle her and don't know how to make her go to bed on their own.  They always resort to calling me to do it.  Why are they so stubborn to change their ways?!  I get so frustrated with my parents.

I'm also supposed to start working on Thursday and since it is the holiday season chances are I will be working late nights.  So who will they call then to put Alyssa to sleep?  I'm thinking of just turning the job down.  I hate this.  I wish there was a way for me to just work from home so I could be a stay at home mother, housewife, and working woman.

Aside from this sleeping issue, I also hate the fact that my mom is trying to teach my own daughter to call me by my nickname, which my family always uses, instead of mommy.  Seriously?!  You're gonna do that to my child?  If so, it just makes me not want to come back to this stupid rock.

I really hate this place sometimes.

Day 7 November 13, 2011

Food List

  • Filipino Spaghetti
  • Fried Rice
  • Peanut M&Ms
  • Coke
  • Water
  • Two Spoonfuls of Strawberry Ice cream

I have no idea what was up with me today.. 

Day 6 November 12, 2011

Food List

  • Rice, Squash, Pork and Green Beans
  • Water
  • Lava Flow
  • (Little Servings of each) Sushi Pizza, Lobster Dynamite, French Fries, Pork Chops, Tempura Sushi, Yakisoba, Crispy Spicy Tuna
  • Honey Toast with Oreos Ice Cream

Day 5 November 11, 2011

Food List

  • Half Kamuela Cobb Salad
  • Diet Coke
  • Menchie's Yogurt (NY Cheesecake, Strawberry Shortcake, Original Tart)
  • Chocolate Chip Cookies

Thursday, November 10, 2011

Day 4 November 10, 2011

Food List

  • Leftover Sari-sari
  • Zippy's Mini Chili Chicken Mix
  • Diet Pepsi
  • Peanut M&Ms
  • Rice and Pinapaitan 
  • Water

Day 3 November 9, 2011

Food List

  • Rice and Eggs
  • 2 Chocolate Chip Cookies
  • Zippys Mini Chili Chicken Mix
  • 1 Ensemada
  • Rice and Chicken Adobo
  • Avocado with Sugar and Carnation Milk
  • Water

Tuesday, November 8, 2011

Day 2 November 8, 2011

Food List
  • Rice and 2 Longanisa
  • 1 Ube Bread
  • Chicharon
  • Sari-Sari
  • Half Steak Taco
  • 3 pieces of Nacho
  • 20 oz Diet Coke

Drama? No, Thank You.

I am exhausted and fed up that you just cannot let this old, drawn-out drama go.  One minute you apologize and act nice, the next you say that you will not let the past go and then you change your mind and you talk about moving on from this mess, and etc etc.  It is like you cannot choose if you want to stay angry or be happy.  You know what you are?  A bipolar delusional hypocrite.  You are just up and down so much, no one can keep up anymore.  I tried to make peace, but you turned it down.  I will not try again because obviously you thrive on this drama.

I had my moment of being angry at you, but I am done.  I am not saying I forgive you for everything, but I can let it all go and be civil when and if I ever see you again.  All I ask of you is to stop bringing EVERYONE into this.  I understand that you want to tell them your side, but remember there are two sides to every story.  If you need to talk to someone, go see a therapist because that is what you need.  OR shocker of shock, if you actually want to know the truth, come to me so we can let it all out.  If you want to keep on like how you have been doing, then good luck living with it all.

The bet!

I am sorry for neglecting my personal blog as much as I have.  But I found a way to keep this blog going.  So my husband will be leaving once again for the Navy.  It is not too long of an underway but we still hate it when we are apart.  Instead of being sad, my husband and I found a way to just keep busy while bettering ourselves.

We created a bet to see who could lose 10 pounds first.  I figured I will use my blog to help me keep track of the food I eat and workout regimen.  I have been stagnant at 112 lbs so I want to get back to 103 or even better 100 lbs.  I have been real bad at eating healthy and working out.  I don't except this bet to really help me much, but it is a start.

I forgot to update yesterday so here's my food list of what I had.  Now I'm not doing calorie counts or any of that nonsense so I don't need you to judge what I eat.

2 McDonald's Breakfast Burrito
1 Hawaiian Airlines Complimentary Meal (Breakfast Burrito and muffin)
2 small cups of Guava Juice
Lots of water
Lots of mom's cooking of Sari-Sari >.<