Day 2 November 8, 2011

Food List

• Rice and 2 Longanisa
• 1 Ube Bread
• Chicharon
• Sari-Sari
• Half Steak Taco
• 3 pieces of Nacho
• 20 oz Diet Coke

Drama? No, Thank You.

I am exhausted and fed up that you just cannot let this old, drawn-out drama go.  One minute you apologize and act nice, the next you say that you will not let the past go and then you change your mind and you talk about moving on from this mess, and etc etc.  It is like you cannot choose if you want to stay angry or be happy.  You know what you are?  A bipolar delusional hypocrite.  You are just up and down so much, no one can keep up anymore.  I tried to make peace, but you turned it down.  I will not try again because obviously you thrive on this drama.

I had my moment of being angry at you, but I am done.  I am not saying I forgive you for everything, but I can let it all go and be civil when and if I ever see you again.  All I ask of you is to stop bringing EVERYONE into this.  I understand that you want to tell them your side, but remember there are two sides to every story.  If you need to talk to someone, go see a therapist because that is what you need.  OR shocker of shock, if you actually want to know the truth, come to me so we can let it all out.  If you want to keep on like how you have been doing, then good luck living with it all.

The bet!

I am sorry for neglecting my personal blog as much as I have.  But I found a way to keep this blog going.  So my husband will be leaving once again for the Navy.  It is not too long of an underway but we still hate it when we are apart.  Instead of being sad, my husband and I found a way to just keep busy while bettering ourselves.

We created a bet to see who could lose 10 pounds first.  I figured I will use my blog to help me keep track of the food I eat and workout regimen.  I have been stagnant at 112 lbs so I want to get back to 103 or even better 100 lbs.  I have been real bad at eating healthy and working out.  I don't except this bet to really help me much, but it is a start.

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I forgot to update yesterday so here's my food list of what I had.  Now I'm not doing calorie counts or any of that nonsense so I don't need you to judge what I eat.

2 McDonald's Breakfast Burrito
1 Hawaiian Airlines Complimentary Meal (Breakfast Burrito and muffin)
2 small cups of Guava Juice
Lots of water
Lots of mom's cooking of Sari-Sari >.<

Halloween 2011

This turned out to be a great halloween!  We got to spend it all together as a family.  It was also the first halloween for hubby and I together.  So it was very special.  Last night we took our daughter to the Mission Valley Pumpkin Station to pick our her first pumpkin.

The selection was actually real good compared to what I though since it was not at an actual farm.

Pumpkins!

Mommy Pumpkin, Daddy Pumpkin, Baby Pumpkin.

HAPPY HALLOWEEN EVERYONE!

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Damnit!

I can't sleep..  It's past midnight.  I was tired earlier but then I did some reading and is wide awake now.  I figured I should blog since I have not updated my personal blog in forevers!  I think another reason I can't sleep is because I always get so anxious when I'll hear from my husband again.  I love that he emails me everyday but the department of sending them out is so damn slow.  Oh wells.  I don't mind especially since he is the only guy on his boat who sends emails to me everyday and vice versa.

Anyways, I hope you are all doing well.  I'm sorry about being so MIA here, but if anything you can always catch me on my beauty blog (www.dgsbeauty.com) since I update every few days.  <333

R.I.P Grandma Linda (09/14/11)

Sorry for all of the depressing posts.  This does not seem to be a good month.  I am not sure if you all remember, but I wrote a post about my grandma before (Click here).  She finally lost her battle with cancer yesterday.  My mom just called to tell me.  But I'm glad she passed away back in her home (Philippines).  Rest in peace, grandma.  Thank you for everything you have done for me and all the beautiful dresses you made for me and my bridesmaids.  We will always remember you. 

Haha, our trip to Kauai in Oct' 09. 

R.I.P. Great GrandFather (09/10/11)

Today my brother texted me that our great grandfather (my grandmother's dad) passed away.  He lived a long and happy life.  I still remember visiting him in the hospital last year.  Apparently he had a blood transfusion yesterday and was doing fine.  But today when the nurse went to check on him he was unconscious...  I know he is in a better place now.  We will forever miss you, apo. <3  Rest in peace. 

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